I realised this afternoon that my darling little son will soon be 9 months old.

That’s 9 months that I’ve been a new mommy. That’s 18 months since we first found out we would be a family of 3. That’s too fast.

I feel neglectful and apprehensive. I’ve been neglecting the blog since Shannen’s birth and I’m very apprehensive about returning to work in less than 3 months! I want to be a stay at home Mom very badly. I always pictured I would be one. I almost regret taking the top-up at work, because now I owe them 6 months of work. And that makes me feel guilty for thinking it. I’m sure everything will be fine when I go back. A few rough bumps for Shannen and I but nothing we can’t handle.

Shannen's new Haircut

I’ll just really miss this face…